MimikoSanzo

What am i? What is the real meaning for living? Is it fo find love or find a path? Am I just a demon in disguise, or a fallen angel that has forgotten to fly? Am I a real person or a whisper among the wind? If so , why haven't I been blown away? And if I am a whisper, what are the words that speak of my name? What are the paths to be taken? Is there a right and wrong or two rights and no wrongs? And which do you take when it comes to you? If I was an angel and remembered how to fly where would I go? If I was unwanted, unloved, unforgiven, what would become of the life I am given? A monster a fallen dove, an abomination among  human

You hide and I find, I find and you run. Like children again, one way to escape reality. We run and laugh, we fall and cry. Forgetting these moments is like dying a slow painful death. The tears will dry and the scrapes will heal. Over time we will forget, little by little. The way we hide from ourselves. And the ways we find out who we are. So I'll count back from 10 and I'll tell you, when I'm coming. 9,8,7,6,5 I'll pause and listen. To when you move, a smile plays 5 I'll start 4,3,2 You know time is almost up, and you have to make your move. To stay and be found, or risk it and fight back. 1 I'll yell, knowing you will stay

I love you, but I can not love you. I want you, but I can not have you. So I will sit here and watch you. I know you can see me. You smile and wave, but never notice the pain it causes me to see you. You asked if I'm alright, and I say yes. Just another lie to add. And you never notice. I sit with you on the bus and you talk or laugh or just sit. But I sit and stare at you, hoping that one day you would notice all the pain I feel. But sadly you don't. I don't mind anymore. I still cry a bit, but like you said, "The past is the past and nothing can change that." I wanted to cry right then and there. But I didn't; I don't want to cry

Goodbye my friend. Goodbye my love. Goodbye all the pain I've been though. Goodbye my heart, so you may never have to breake again. Goodbye my soul, so you do not have to worry for me. Goodbye my tears, so you do not have to ever cry for me again. I will say goodbye to you someday. I feel pain and hardship. but so do many other people. But my heart, my soul, my tears can not take anymore. I will say goodbye to my love once and for all. So that the love left in my heart may start anew hopfuly.

Never say you love me if you know it's a lie. Never say "see you later" when you know that we will never see each other again. Never look me in the eyes and say you missed me when I know you didn't. Never talk about love when you have known all along that I've been in love with you. Never say you care if you're just going to hurt me. Never let me lay next to you and feel your warmth if you're just going to leave me cold. Never say you'll be there for me when you won't. Never sit and talk with me if you're just going to leave again. But please, never tell me you love me.

A name that has no  meaning, a name without an end. Something everlasting. A dream of true bliss and longing lust. The one real person behind the mask of darkness. A name trapped in the wind of ever-night and found only by a hearts true light. Nothing more nothing less. A name can mean something of if a longing heart wishes it. A name for a person and a person with a name.